January started off as well as can be expected. A New Year's Eve Party at Noble's house, follow by a month of more band practises for Freddie's Offspring. As I may have said in the last post, Noble and Lauren went out for about 2 months and Noble didn't shag her. They were horrible together.

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February .... Well since me last journal Me and Steph went out for about 3 weeks in October but broke up. Eve and her then had a big argument. More than likely blown out of proportion by Eve, but at the time i believed her. Well in Feb myself and Steph started dating secretly again.We went out for about a month and it was basically just shagging. I felt like she wanted it to be more and because of the whole argument thing i decided we wouldn't work and we broke up. I think it was like the week after Valentines Day. Later i would find out how badly i'd screwed up. Eve and Noble had started going out by this point and Noble has finally lost his virginity, bout time like.

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March rolled around and we crammed in my garage to celebrate JJ's 18th birthday. JJ, being JJ, hadn't planned it very well, so it was last minute. It was an amazing night. In March we also planned the start of raising money via gigs to open the store. We were given May 25th and June 22nd. The month really fucked me up. My uncle was sentenced to 3 years for assaulting a prison officer who tried to rape my auntie.

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April then rolled around and by then i was basically well and truly fucked for college so i basically stopped going. We all concentrated on going for the gig. By this time Noble had moved into Eve's house and things were getting really good for all of us. Eve and Steph also started talking again.

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With May came the first chaos gig and what a success it was! May 25th at Cafe Drummonds and everyone was there in full flair. a really amazing night. There was thoughts about getting Denise over, but it never did happen. At the time i felt really broken down, but looking back on it, it was a good thing. Steph and me started shagging again and I wanted to go out with her, but i felt i couldn't cause of what i'd said to Denise, stuck in a knot. Steph to my surprise understood and offered to wait for me.

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Well into June and me and steph had a joint birthday gig at the East Neuk for my 18th and her 16th. My 18th was spent working a night shift at tesco, then up to the pub with my dad afterwards. I went to a meal with Steph's family for her birthday as well. Freddie's Offspring played the East Neuk gig as well, but it was basically just a private gig. Charmaine came along as well that night. The bigger day for Freddie's Offspring came at Cafe Drummonds on June 22nd. The played just before Tears of Grace and ripped the joint a new arsehole. We were great. Few fuck up but we played to the crowd brilliantly. On June 26th, just before a gig at The East Neuk i asked Steph if she wanted to go out. I felt like such an asshole asking her after making her wait all this time. but she was soo happy when i asked her and it made me feel a bit better.

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After just 2 weeks of going out, she left to go on holiday for 3 weeks. That sucked ass. My parents also went away for a while i think. can't really remember. Noble and Eve started to argue a bit round this time. We also had a band called Dirty Wee Middens up in Aberdeen for the first time, who would later become good friends.
July 11th we had that gig and then on July 18th we went to see Marky Ramone after we put on a screamo gig at Drummonds.

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August was a few more gigs, Steph had been back again and basically me, JJ and Steph were staying at my house. Also Shari, JJ's bro's g/f was pregnant. Noble n Eve kept arguing i think. At some point we went to see a Nirvana tribute band at Drummonds. I ended up in A&E at 2.30 after landing on a broken glass. Huge gash on my knee. my grandda spent his birthday in hospital, we'd later find out he had a form of cancer in his bone marrow

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September rolled around and i remember Eve and Steph started going into shitty Trendie clubs and stuff and hanging about with right fucking idiots there. One night after Dirty Wee Middens/King Of Conspiracy gig. Eve and Steph came upstairs to the party and Eve started to mouth off. This is really when I first started to notice her changing. She hadn't really listened to me since she started going out with noble. She used to come to me for advice and now, if she ever did, she ignored it.

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October we hosted an all dayer at the east neuk and got an amazing crowd for it. eve had started getting aggressive by hitting noble to get what she wanted. at this point she was turning into a right bitch. she was punching him because he didnt give her a fag one night, cause there was 2 left, one each right? no... two for eve.

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November comes and we have the worst possible month of gigs ever, any of one of there gigs could have been done during the summer and would have been a great success but no. they crashed. mee and JJ went to see rancid in glasgow, got kicked out and then managed to get into a sold out show the next night in edinburgh. was amazing. JJ got a shag for the first time in 11 month and started going out with Sam. After Cat's birthday at the end of the month,where Eve had been in a mood like all night, we went to ambassador. Eve threw a drink over me before leaving. She punched me a few times, while i egged her on and laughed at her. she then bitched me n noble out for ages. she then got lips from some chav who threw a beer can at her. the guy then called 4 girls downstairs. we then had 3 blokes, 4 lassies against me, noble and Eve. Steph didn't get involved understandably, neither should i have really seeing how Eve had been being such a bitch the last 2/3 months, but i stuck by her and punched some massive cunt. if he had stepped on her head like he was going for then he would have killed her no doubt. Eve lay unconcious, while i pissed blood from every hole in my face.

when we got to hospital i didnt go in until Eve had come out. When she did, she discharged herself and while i expected her to wait for me like i had for her, i came out to find she and noble had just left. I got a taxi home and by this time my eyes were swollen shut and steph had to walk me to the house.

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december brought the same bollocks as before my grandad had been getting better and as xmas came around we were hopful he'd be home for it. no such luck. we visited him in hospital. the family was basically ill. baz got out of prison as well and he came round.

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my parents went away to thailand for new years so we had new year party at my house. It was horrible. I gotta into an arguement with Sam, Eve and then Steph, almost broke up with Steph, practically did. Then after all that Eve went at it again and I kicked her out because i'd had enough of her bullshit. She was at the point of being a bitch to everyone and just laughing about it. Noble had had enough and left to walk back to his house in rosemount.

The next night Steph went to bed early and me, JJ and Noble sat up all night drinking and smashing shit in the neighborhood.
Between the next few days, Noble moved out of Eve's house and we all basically told her to be who she was, or fuck off. she's just not the same person anymore.






Well thats me up to January 2007, so i'll fuck off for a while cause my back is killing me, now i member why i stopped typing blogs.